Labels: JayWalkRayI miss my gal so much. I just want to share every little things i have done or planing to do with just her and only her because i feel that i am not doing things alone. We are as 1, 2 as 1. i will want you to know what i am thinking in mind rather then keeping it to myself. I need support, i need idea, i need comment and i need you.
Sorry, i know sometime i just dun get into the right thing at the right time. That the reason i need you. i hope dun get angry. I love you.
I just miss you so so so badly. sorry, i keep msging you when you are out with friends (sorry). I just miss you too badly. Every call that came in, i hope is you. Every Msg that came in i thought is you. I just feel like seeing you msg or hearing your voice to cure the fact that i am still missing you badly (feel like crying). I feel like seeing you at a moment. I feel empty suddenly at a point. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU DEEPLY.
Browsing our photo, flashing back events of our happiness and joy... made my heart smiles.
I just feel i like seeing you my gal.
I LOVE YOU Gal.
Sign off truefully,
With Love.
JWR
Friday, February 5, 2010
Labels: JayWalkRayI am sorry. As i know i should'nt had raise my voice but just kind of expolde. I blame myself to create the rush but i had no choice, cause with what i had promise to deliver some chores and i had to fufill. Follow by the same problem that always lead you to get piss off and stress lead the same to me. As i always wanted to play my role as a good partner to cheer you up as you were down and help you stress so stress but i failed =( . Trying to cheer you up but i got push always. So i step always for awhile. Again i tried, but i failed again. Having to feel the coldness and got push always again. Suddenly i feel was me to to blame as i created the rush of time for you. Feeling sad and down then feeling to anger vent on me as i counld not cope so i expolded and raise my voice (sorry).
For all this, i apologize to my dearest beobei. Sorry, cause i really care about you. I feel so sad seeing you stress and down. Sorry, to had you tears falling becasue of me. Sorry, i failed the role of cheering you up and had you cried because of me. Sorry, I am a bad bf. Sorry as I really love you deep from my heart.
I Apologize. I LOVE YOU.